I'm not as tough as i thought.. and I love u more than i thought...

I always think tat I'm ok...
I tell ppl tat i'm ok...
I tell u tat i'm ok...
But, I still miss u...

U may laugh at me...
U may ask me 'WHY'...
U may get annoyed...
But, u can't doubt my love for u...

2 days ago, on Sunday, received a call frm u ever since 8/5...
U sound awkward, as if u ... dun know how to say...
But, if it's not bcs my car broke down, i guess, u won't call me also...

U said u dun like it this way...
But, it doesn't seem like u r doing something tat u like...

气死了。。。 =/

为什么你还是要误会我？
为什么你还是不明白。。
为什么终叫我找另一个。。
为什么要觉得你在束缚我？？
为什么不相信我？？
为什么关心我，却不敢说出来。。

吵也吵过了。。你应该还在介意我讲过的一些话吧。。
可是，我当时也是气上火头上了，
因为，我很在意你当天所说的话。。

今天，终于说出了我想说的话。。
如果真的有读我的sms,真的很谢谢你。。
但，如果你没读，也不想读，我也不会怎样，因为这是你的选择。。

该做的，我也做了，该说的，我也说了。。
伤到你，也只能跟你道歉了。。 I'm so SORRY! 等我回KL再请你吃个痛快啦!!
关心我，也只能希望你不会捏着自己，欺骗自己，控制自己。。

或许你会没看见我在这里写的东西，
可是真的很想告诉你，我还很期待你的来电，你的拥抱，你的真心。。

不轻易放弃的小叮当。。保重！等待！

CA result day + Thomas cup semi-finals...

还记得以前，成绩册天，都要父母来学校领成绩册。。

现在，大家都长大了。。 成绩册也只有自己领了，也不需要跟父母交待，因为，成绩好坏只会影响到你自己。。也没有人会管你。。

今天，我拿了我的成绩‘纸’。。写明了我在这里三个考试后的成绩，拿了四十八仙中的多少八仙。。而终年考却会占领六十八仙。成绩虽然不很理想，可是还在average中。。。值得高兴的是，至少我pass了全部subject...




今天也是Thomas cup的semi-finals。。Malaysia还真的输到蛮惨的咯！！！又再次输在中国佬的手下了。。唉。。

4th day dy... but... i'm getting crazy..

I still miss u..... i can't say it to u anymore... can only express it here... dun blame me... i just need a place to really express it out...

Bit by bit, i'm tearing something away... starting with my hp 'love' key chain..

I'm getting crazy.. just rejected a guy today... very fan ah!!! If our story really ends, i'll prefer to take a long break...

I really really miss u... but nvm... it's not tat u'll bother, or u'll care about it anymore also...

*p/s: dun get pissed off when u see this... is not tat i m immature... i just wan to shout it out loud... but the only way is to express it on my own wall...

8/5/10.. my worst day ever... but 11/5/10, thx to my beloved frens..

Hmm... dun know wat to say here... it's ok. it's stated in my life blog privately... ya... I'm still not feeling good with it... But, can only deal with it.. bcs exam is soon... nth is more important than the finals now.. I've to do well in my exam for my own future, to proof to my family, to proof to 'u'... ya.. u should know who u r...

11/5/10 is the 3rd day after it, I admit tat i still can't deal with it well... i'm still bleeding inside.. But with the main idea of skipping my studies for a day, I went to Penang.. OMG! really so fed up of looking at tat pile of notes, papers, the tables and environment in study area and library... I'm so going to vomit smelling the odour of paper... *vomit*

But, after a day trip to Penang with the guys, I feel better... Thanks to my beloved frens... We shall be back to our study life again lo.. Haiz.. library and study area AGAIN... >.< GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST, EVERYONE!!

*p/s 1: thx to Bryan for ur doraemon.. this happy looking doraemon shall accompany me till I can laugh like him out frm my heart sincerely...

*p/s 2: I still love u, and hope tat the misconceptions of u towards me, will be solved... I dun mind explaining to u again and again.. I just wish tat u could understand.. In some ways, I admit tat i m not good in dealing with this and during sometimes, I m thinking immaturely.. Again, very sorry for the harsh words... I'm sorry. I know u dun like it to be seen here... but i guess this is the only way for me to express it again... wishing tat u'll still view my blog.. Thanks and really sorry...

TO BE CONTINUED? i wish so... bye bye...

ADSALYMPIC is over... back to studies...

Adsalympic is over... Disappointed, I heard tat my batch got the last among the 5 batches... how sad... But, nvm... I hitted 1 of the objectives of adsalympic.. I get to know more coursemates, and even get closer to my batchmates... Very tiring month of adsalympic, but very enjoyable... BCS!! i get to throw my books aside!! YEAH!!! ... but now, it's over for about 3 weeks dy... time to get back to studies... haiz.. nvm... life has up and down... By d way, I took part in 8 games.. but too bad.. i only got 2 medals.. the 8 were cheerleading, ping pong, bowling, dodge ball, badminton, futsal, 4 x 100m and tug of war.. the 2 medals i got r badminton 2nd and cheerleading 3rd..

Cheerleading competition was on the 12th apr... ppl said tat we did awesome on tat day.. but, yet we got only the 3rd place... batch 3 seniors r impressive... I'll upload the video and more photos on the cheerleading in FB after my finals...

Ping pong, 1st game versus last year's 2nd, boo... 1st game, already out.. pai se.. hehe... but, still thx to Bong Bong, Billabong, who teaches us ping pong... Bong is a super ping pong player... It was very fun to cheer for him... LOL!!

Bowling, my performance on tat day is very bad.. keke... oops... pai se...

Dodge ball, oh o... another new game... we did ok in this game... the 1st game was awesome, but after the 1st game, everything get kelam-kabut.. haha.. but my teammates r superb.. haha.. it's a nice game though..

Badminton, hmm... a bit sad to get only the 2nd place... but, i din do well on tat day as well... i was very berry gan jiong during the games... hehe... did quite a num of mistakes on tat day..

Futsal... OMG!! wat a day... bruises everywhere after the game... LOL!!! 1st time playing a ball using my leg... never ever.. lol... it's DIFFICULT!! i'll practice more to get the POM! POK! sound tat our coach, Ainhur, able to make it...

4 x 100m ... hmm... 1st time involve in track game also... oo.... already tried my best... sorry, pals... I m really not a runner.. hehe..

Tug of war... wow... another ganas game... we lost to every batches.. oops... the best accuse i can give is.. we'r 'small size'.. Xp... blek...

Me with my cheer leading outfit..

Me with my cheer outfit also..

Silver medal for badminton and Bronze medal for cheerleading.

I NEED MASSAGE week....

Training of Adsalympics had been going on for 1 week... Till now, I'm still having body aching and body sore, especially on my thigh due to futsal training... I NEED BODY MASSAGE!!!!!

Having great fun on all kinds of trainings, especially CHEER LEADING... unbelievable huh?? hehe..

FUTSAL is new to me too... yet, it's so fun to play around with the girls, where shouting and cheer is non stop.. LOL!

PING PONG.. dun really enjoy ping pong much though... bcs i'm not good in it, so i end up keep picking up balls frm the floor, making me to feel so tired... phew... but, thx to Loi and Bong for training me up... I'm on my way picking up ping pong d...

BADMINTON.. dun have much training... but still i enjoy training by Bryan for my smashing skill.. ^^

Training for DODGE BALL, BOWLING, 100 meter RELAY, TUG OF WAR has not been proceeded....